May My Uncle R.I.P.

[rockergrl]

My Uncle passed away lastnight. He is the Uncle who had cancer and it went to his brain. So of course we didn't want him suffering but this is really really hard he was my favorite Uncle!!! Lastnight was quite hard, I cried a lot. I was awake pretty late, sitting up in my bed crying. At least he always knew how much I loved him. I would tell him a lot and just a couple of weeks ago I actually mailed a card letting my Aunt, Uncle, and Cousin all know that I was thinking about them and praying for them. That was when I found out the cancer went to his brain, so that's why I sent that card out.

[ss]

You have my deepest sympathy on your loss Rockergirl. I will pray for you and your family that you all stay strong in this time of sorrow..

[Elliot Kane]

I'm sorry for your loss, Karen

[LaFille]

Sorry for your loss, Karen, I can understand the hard time; and I hope that you and your family will be ok. It's good that you can count on each other and that your uncle was shown that he is loved so much.

[Galadriel]

My deepest regrett on the loss of your uncle Karen, I hope you find the strenght to keep your head high in these heavy times girl! I'll burn a candle for you and your family. *hugs*

[Gray Lensman]

My deepest condolences on your loss, Karen. My best to you and your family.

[grayson]

i send my condolences

[rockergrl]

Thank you guys so much! The first night was the hardest, but lastnight was a bit better. My mom had talked to my aunt and cousin on the phone, they are even doing ok. They didn't like seeing him suffer, of course they cried a lot right when he passed away. My cousin was very hyper sounding lastnight cause he said he didn't sleep and was had lots of caffeine and energy drinks yesterday. I guess that was his way to try to let go of the pain. He got himself all hyper. lol! He told my mom about a couple of things that happened. He said when he went outside to have a cigratte, yeah he smokes. That he was standing there by the gutter and some water dripped down and it wasn't raining or didn't rain before that. So I guess he said dad is that you, I love you! He always considered my Uncle his dad cause they were the ones who raised him. Then when he was inside he bumped the lamp off the table and the light went out cause the bulb was black, like the light totally blew and my Aunt needed her insuline for her diabetes so he thought how will I see to give it to her, he came back and suddenly the light went on, he was able to give it to her, then the light slowly dimmed and faded out again.

[killerzzz]

Sorry to hear about your uncle, Karen. And that I wasn't able to say so sooner.

But, from the sound of it, you know that he is looking over you and your family, and that's something.

Killerzzz