Post by mobbie on Nov 26, 2007 0:07:49 GMT
Welcome you´re reading my thread regarding everyone and everything.
First off I would like to start by apologizing for the really bad english that is written here and beyond.
I could start it by saying the truth, and so I will, I'm just trying to find the weakest link, and which part of the truth is best to let out first.
Right now I am more mentally-disturbed than I ever imagined I could ever turn, but for now I'm on pills and it only makes me a bit more calm and a whole lot less self destructive.
The point that I am trying to make here is t hat I'm going through some changes and I'm quite confused more or less allthetime now.
I'm creating this on Chaos cascade because the people here are nice and I think I have some here who I can without shame in my body call friends.
My line of thoughts is all but clear and the posting might seem odd too, and the tethraological part of this is not to be questioned, I write first what first comes to my mind.
A funny sidenote that I really cant understand myself but im sure you will....NOT...either.........Is that The screen looks so deep to me, and the boxes are liquid-ish...
Endstatement is that I love everyone here on the CC, everyone in my family, mother father brothers sister, i also love the entire world to a limited extent, and love earth itself most of all.
I'm trying desperately everyday to lead a normal life, I had a discussion with my mother, who is a doctor, and she wrote out some prescripts or whatever its called (sidenote im not thinking what im writing here, its just what comes to me) and I started taking these sleepingpills for nights that are hard.
it
has
helped
alot.
So I hope you dont miss what my point is, even though the point can be called well hidden in this weird text my hallucination-like screen has summoned.
First off I would like to start by apologizing for the really bad english that is written here and beyond.
I could start it by saying the truth, and so I will, I'm just trying to find the weakest link, and which part of the truth is best to let out first.
Right now I am more mentally-disturbed than I ever imagined I could ever turn, but for now I'm on pills and it only makes me a bit more calm and a whole lot less self destructive.
The point that I am trying to make here is t hat I'm going through some changes and I'm quite confused more or less allthetime now.
I'm creating this on Chaos cascade because the people here are nice and I think I have some here who I can without shame in my body call friends.
My line of thoughts is all but clear and the posting might seem odd too, and the tethraological part of this is not to be questioned, I write first what first comes to my mind.
A funny sidenote that I really cant understand myself but im sure you will....NOT...either.........Is that The screen looks so deep to me, and the boxes are liquid-ish...
Endstatement is that I love everyone here on the CC, everyone in my family, mother father brothers sister, i also love the entire world to a limited extent, and love earth itself most of all.
I'm trying desperately everyday to lead a normal life, I had a discussion with my mother, who is a doctor, and she wrote out some prescripts or whatever its called (sidenote im not thinking what im writing here, its just what comes to me) and I started taking these sleepingpills for nights that are hard.
it
has
helped
alot.
So I hope you dont miss what my point is, even though the point can be called well hidden in this weird text my hallucination-like screen has summoned.
;D 